This life sucks

So I have come to the conclusion that this life is to difficult. Jakes check was only 290 bucks. That is for the whole two weeks of work. How are we supposed to live on that. We leave in a week, and have absolutely no cash for our trip. It is to late to cancel now. I don't know what to do.

We live a good life, we have good morals, and try to stay happy. How are we to do that?? I wish at moments at least, that if we lived somewhere were we had a lot of friends, and were surrounded by like minded people it would be easier. Then I think that I really like this house, and I don't want to leave it. I feel lost, as always, and have no one to talk to about it. So we will trudge on in this existence, and hope that karma will come out way, and things will get easier.

On a lighter note, I am so excited for our trip, I can't wait to go. AZ is going to be a blast, all of our old friends are there, and it is going to be so great to see them all. I can't wait to show of Alexa, and just hang out, and socialize. ahhhh, it is going to be so much fun.

And this is being written really early in the morning, so sorry for the bad writing.
I am sure I will delete this at a later date just for that fact.